Tired

I feel just pooped but I always love when I can get a lot done during a day. I feel like I have gotten so much older since I moved away. I dont go out as much, I sleep more, and I am more comfortable staying in to study than before. I think this semester and this year I have become more at peace, or maybe realized that it is time to grow up and settle down on what is important to me, which is at the moment school. At the same time I want to be immature and go out but then I have to deal with waking up hungover and not being efficient at work, which I can not do and be functional, besides work is too demanding for that. But as Valentines day nears, I feel I have a lot to show for in my life, but now I am ready to find a balance and a counterbalance (if you know what I mean). I have so much in my life in order now, where are the other pieces?